Thursday, June 15, 2006

a dream is a wish your heart makes...

when i was in 5th grade, i sang a duet of the songA DREAM IS A WISH YOUR HEART MAKES with some girl whom i don't remember. until a few moments ago, i wouldn;t have been able to even tell you what Disney movie that song came from... but i googled the lyrics....



from Cinderella:

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true

i have faith in dreams... no matter how much my heart grieves. i have faith that God is with me - granting me the desires of my heart - so long as i follow & seek Him. i have faith that if he doesn't grant the desire of my heart then he will change said desire.

it's not a dichotomy. it's a reality that i've seen played out in my own life. 7 years ago a dream began to creep into my humbled heart. my vision shifted and God placed me here - at this very spot - at this very moment - for a reason. this is not some random happenstance. God is bigger than happenstance.

and so here i am, a man, now 32 years of age, discovering what it means to trust in Jesus... learning all over again what it means to Follow Christ. man, am i dry right now... i am parched... my thirst can only be quenched by Jesus... i am coming to the waters - but it is hard not to drink out of my own canteen. i see a beautiful steam, a babbling brook, flowing with eternal waters. i need a drink. i need to be reminded to drink.

as i approach the waters edge, dreams long forgotten have crept back into my very soul. At the heart of it all, the heart of me, lies a yearning for the creative. that desire to create is stronger than it's been in years.

Am i daring enough to drink my fill from the water sprnging forth from the everlasting? do i dare venture into the unknown, hand in hand with Christ?

desire is more than a song by U2. dreams are bigger than any Cinderella song.

God provides. God asks of me: do you trust me? truly? trust me... walk with me... see what i have laid out before you... come on in, the water is fine.

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i am realizing that i don't have to be the savior of a wretched situation. my goals, my dreams, my visions of yore do not have to superceed my current divine placement. maybe my goals and dreams are more connected than i've realized...






expression is a beautiful thing...
{lest we forget}




Friday, June 09, 2006

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Sunday, May 21, 2006

THE TEN: 200th Post


TEN: REVALATIONS AS I POST MY 200TH...
10. My 3 yr. old's new favorite song is Coldplay's Politik
9. My Laser Quest rank for tonite (out of 32 players): 13th, 2nd, 3rd
8. Iniviting people over to the house makes for a good excuse to get the house cleaned.
7. If I had my druthers I'd wear shorts and sandles every day from here until Labor Day.
6. My wife is a good photographer... mostly self taught. I love it - 'cuz I'm a big fan of creative expression.
5. Running is second to walking with the family. I've been trying to run 3 times a week... only about a mile and a 1/4th each time... but it's something... but walks with the fam, with Micah pulling Addison in the wagon... that is priceless.
4. iPod's are neat and fun and addicting and fun and joyful and the best thing since bread sliced.
3. Spring rain isn't all that bad... it makes you appreciate the sunny days all the more.
2. If i were a machine, i would like to be a printing press... or a Wal Mart... because you never know what'll come through the doors at a Wal Mart - which would make for an exciting life as a machine. It'd be fresh anyway.
1. 200 is a nice round number. if there were no numbers and words had to have double meaning (word meaning and number meaning) the word Zoo would be the equivilant of the number 200. 1 would be an "l" while 3 would be an E. the real tragedy would be that the number 8 would have to be a colon surrounded by parenthesis (:)

i have a unique ability to be random.



enjoy String Cheese.

Friday, May 19, 2006

le arte de finale season

It's May... Particularly the 3rd week of may - which means it's Season Finale time... so far similar patterns perfected in years of yore have played out before us. Cliffhangers involving shootouts, runs from the law, terrorist plots and love triangles are there for the viewing... spoon fed to us as if we were stricken ill with no ability to feed ourselves.

none the less, I love may sweeps. A simple look to the left side of this blog and you'll see my unashamed love for all things television. Again, I've said this before I feel it to be my right to love and adore TV... as I have a degree in Broadcast Communications. So that's my excuse.

in the past week, Aras has won Survivor, T-bag got his hand chopped off in Prison Break as the escaped convicts made the run away from John Law, and a shootout in the ER left us hanging... waiting until September to find out the truth that lies beyond and beneath.

Next week, finales of 24 & Lost will be sure to entertain. Answers to questions promised, of course...

The New York Times has an article dealing with this very topic... It's a good read... give it your time.



Before I close - I must say - the finale of ER last night has stuck with me. [summary here]
This season probably hasn't been ER's best... and I've seen every episode of every season... but there were some episodes that were above par - making it still worth my time. Last nights finale was one of the best in a long while. It concluded with a dramatic climax involving a shootout, convicts on the run, a doctor held hostage and another pregnant doctor who may or may not loose the baby. Yeah - sounds far fetched... (my father in law's reasons for not watching, by the way) but it worked. Episode 267 ended as Snow Patrol's Open Your Eyes played... an amazing song that builds and builds until an epic sonic climax, and a deeply affecting cut to the heart. It was a great conclusion to a great episode... and now I can't stop listening to the song...

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Finishing a Book

if you knew me, really knew me, you'd know that me and books don't get along. the books just tend to stare right up at me, mocking me all the while i attempt to read them. books are bountiful in my office and they have found refuge and comfort on my shelves. i have many. not many of them really know me though nor do i know them.

i don't mind reading actually. i am a slow reader but no harm there. my sister is a fast reader. She would often read through a the latest Stephen King novel in one night.

i generally enjoy reading autobiographies. i remember enjoying reading Iron Horse, the autobiography of Lou Gehrig. i've read stuff about the old west, too. After the popularity of the movie Tombstone i was compelled to read a few books about Wyatt Earp. One of my favorite books that i've read was a book about Rich Mullins (An Arrow Pointing Towards Heaven). it took me almost two years to read it.

i have read other books since then, mostly books realated to youth ministry and the like.

i set a goal this FEB. to read some books. i used some of my birthday money to buy Friday Night Lights by H.G. Bissinger and The Autobiography of Johnny Cash.

in the mean time i had purchased a book called Practitioners - voices from within the Emerging Church

well last week a monumental thing happened for me: I finished the Practitioners book (in less than a month) and i finished Friday Night Lights. i plan on blogging more about said books. but for the moment i just want to rejoice.

there is nothing like that feeling of finishing a book. it is a grand acomplishment... something that should be rewarded in some way. if i were an elementary school child, my teacher would be giving me a gift certificate to Pizza Hut or something.

i guess you know when you've finished a good book... when that book leaves you wanting more...

i am full right now... and thankful for books.

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Friday, May 05, 2006

Ten Years Gone.

May 5, 1996. 10 years ago today. A day that is more monumental than I would like to think. It was possibly more monumental than I cared to think at the time as well. It was a rite of passage... a change bound to come. 10 years ago on this day I graduated from Asbury College with a BA in Media Communications.

GREAT THINGS FROM THE PAST 10 YEARS (off the top of my head...)

10 MONUMENTAL ALBUMS:
Radiohead - Kid A
Radiohead - OK Computer
David Crowder*Band - A Collision (or 3+4=7)
Underworld - Second Toughest in the Infants
U2 - How to Dismantle an Atomic Bomb
Derek Webb - She Must & Shall Go Free
Sigur Ros - ( )
Over the Rhine - The Darkest Night of the Year
Coldplay - A Rush of Blood to the Head
Patty Griffin - Making Pies

10 MONUMENTAL FILMS
Trainspotting
Sling Blade
Million Dollar Baby
Amelie
Fight Club
Almost Famous
American History X
O Brother Where Art Thou?
Life is Beautiful
Swingers


10 MONUMENTAL MOMENTS
-Getting married and finding my soul mate
-Having kids who I love and adore
-Going on vacations with my family and sharing in adventures with them
-working with CYF Camp
-Finding a job that I love
-Shaking hands with Paul Crouch (o.k. - i am kidding)
-Ohio State's 2002 National Championship in college football & Pittsburgh Steelers Super Bowl XL victory & watching the Indians beat the Yankees in the '97 ALDS
-Seeing U2 in concert twice
-Working in Atlanta for the 1996 Olympic Games
-Buying my first car and shortly after moving out of my parents house




10 years lived. 10 years loved. little regret. lots of promise. thanks to God for blessings and opportunities. His sustaining power has been present - even through the difficulties.

Thursday, May 04, 2006

cheese: redux

my friend Bryan wrote this little diddy about macoroni and cheese.

check it


word.

Sunday, April 30, 2006

cheeses of nazareth

Charles de Gaulle once asked "how can you govern a country in which there are 246 kinds of cheese?"[1]

i have often asked that same question metephorically of course. i mean - i didn't even know that there were 246 different kinds of cheese. i've heard of the usuals: mozerella, cheddar, colby jack & velvetta. i know that the Beastie Boys once said "like sharp cheddar, my rhymes are better." i know that a college friend of mine once said that he liked cheese more than girls. i know that we called him guoda pits because his white t-shirts had pit stains.

there is definately something powerful about cheese. it is powerful. you put a cube of cheese in front of a man and i dare him to eat just one. cheese is like that addictive passion food disguised as a nutriant that mankind thinks must be added to any and all foods to make said food taste better. i mean what can't cheese be added to? what meal is cheese-vacant?

Breakfast>? how 'bout some cheese in that omlette with a cheese danish on the side.
Lunch>? grilled cheese sounds nice. (my son calls it gorilla cheese).
Super size me food>? cheeseburger? check. cheesy fries? check. nachos and cheese? check. taco with shredded cheese? dobule check.
hors doeuvres>? cheese and crackers.
dinner>? angel hair pasta with parmisian cheese. matter of fact, anything italian must have cheese in it.
dessert>? cheesecake with strawberries.

cheese rules over us like the Lord rules over the earth - only in more subtle ways than even God himself. i've never met a man who didn't believe in the obvious: cheese is good. so is Jesus... only people are stupid and neglect to give him props. i guess he'd be cool in the gang if he had turned goats milk into swiss cheese instead of water into wine. although i hear cheese and wine go good together... too.

and how 'bout dipping things into cheese? what is more fun than that? especially in the comfort of your own home - were double dipping is status quo.

cheese... the other white meat... the manifesto of food connesours world wide.

i hear Sadaam is lactose intolerant. shame... if only he were able to stomach cheese and all of its goodness... Iraq would no doubt be a place of peace and harmony. oh... the power of cheese.

  1. ^ Quoted in Newsweek, October 1, 1962 according to The Columbia Dictionary of Quotations (Columbia University Press, 1993 ISBN 0-2310719-4-9 p 345). Numbers besides 246 are often cited in very similar quotes; whether these are misquotes or whether de Gaulle repeated the same quote with different numbers is unclear.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

important things to say

it has come to my attention that on occasion i may not have anything important to say. maybe it is because my mind is numb. maybe it is because my body is tired. maybe it is because i've had eggs for dinner two nights in a row. or maybe i do have important things to say - but i choose not to say them. but i guess if i can share with you about my life and the music i listen to, tv shows i view and eggs i eat then maybe i can spew forth important stuff once in a while.

i think the important stuff is all relative anyway. like yesturday, i suffered through the first hour of the movie The Big Kahuna (starring Danny DiVito, Kevin Spacey and this Peter Facinelli guy)... i was bored... feeling like my time had been wasted... then the final 30 minutes happened. here was a movie about 3 guys - trying to sell industrial lubricants (otherwise known as Grease) at a trade convention who spend most of their time in a hotel suite talking. i mean the entire movie takes place in one room. boring, right? yeah... except then it hit me... these men were talking... TALKING? yeah, talking. not about eggs but it could have been. at various points of dialogue, the topic of religion came up. so check this, newbie Bob (Peter Facinelli), during the meet and greet with executives, spends his time talking to this one guy about dogs... dogs, i said. it turns out that this executive who loves dogs is the big wig that Larry & Phil (Spacey & DiVito) were trying to make a sale with. So it is up to Bob to meet up with this guy later - with hopes of making the sale. Bob goes meets and talks to said guy not about industiral lubricant, not about dogs, even. he talks to him about Jesus.

now here's the real dicotomy. Bob returns. Larry gets upset that he didn't make the sale - Bob stands by his own convictions, though. Admirable as it may be, Larry points out that a sale was made - but the sale wasn't grease, it was Jesus. Was Bob being genuine. probably. Did he see that what he did was quite possibly a sales pitch? no. Was it a sales pitch? well that is the question that has me in a quandry.

before i go any further - let me point out this: the fact that i am discussing this (even if only with myself) is good. Discussions are important. communication is key.

so here's my question: how genuine am i if and when i talk about Jesus to others - say others who i may not have a relationship with? is it just a sales pitch? at the end of the movie, after Bob & Larry (not the Veggie Tales guys) have finished a heated discussion in ugliness, Phil (DiVito) pulls Bob aside and talks to him... he said something profound... "If you truly want to get to know someone... ask him about his kids. Ask him about his life.... his goals... his dreams..."

Maybe that aspect is a forgotten aspect of the faith these days. Do we care about the ones we attempt to reach out to? i mean do we truly care? are we willing to take the time to get to know them? i am a big proponant of what i'd call RELATIONAL EVANGELISM. Bringing others to Christ through relationship with them. Through that relationship they can then see rigth into the heart of who i am... my genuineness (or lack there of) laid out bare in front of them... if they see me - truly see me - then they will see Christ...

but the question still lingers inside of me: is there an inapropriate way to bring Jesus to others? if it is just a means to an end? i don't know... i am still searching...

i guess important things are there to be said... each of us has something important to say... somethimes it takes communication about eggs or football or life in general to get them to come out into the freedom of space that inhabits our eyes and ears and hearts and minds.

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thoughts shared while listening to:
The Chemical Brothers - Dig Your Own Hole

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more on MEANS TO AN END. (essays and what not...)

Why the "Means to the end" is more important than the end?

Does The End Justify The Means?

a great day: Saturday.

Saturday is the NFL draft. for some reason, for me the NFL draft is one of the three most anticipated sporting events that i look forward to yearly.

1. The Super Bowl
2. NCAA Basketball tournament
3. NFL Draft

I don't know why i look forward to it with such glee. i have had Apr. 29th marked on my calendar for a while now. The first round generally takes over 4 hours... yet i sit there and watch every minute of it.

Call me crazy... call me a fan... just don't call me during the draft... i'll be busy...

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

bump

Charlie X was beginning to freak me out... those eyes - it's as if he was always starring at me.


FYI:

i am left handed. many famous people were also left handed.

i really have nothing else to say right now.





goodbye Charlie X.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Charlie X

last nite, while flippantly flipping channels i stumbled across an ond Star Trek episode feature one Charlie X. now, i, myself, am no Star Trek buff or "Trekkie" - but i remember vividly Charlie X.

you see 14 years ago, during my freshman year at Asbury College, my roommate and i, bored one evening, huddled around my 9 inch black and white television to watch an episode of Star Trek... one of my roommate Steve's favorite shows.

it was the infamous Charlie X episode... i have never forgotten Charlie X.

why am i telling you this? i don't know? why does anybody share anything on a blog...

TEN: things to do with the 24 hour stomach flu

10. misplace one's lunch
9. not read
8. lay uncomfortable in a bed
7. sip Ginger Ale, not Sprite
6. get caught up on TV shows missed via the magic of the DVR
5. bake brownies
4. watch Wayne's World on HBO... wonder what made it so magical 14 years ago...
3. pretend you're alive
2. attempt to descipher what each stomach growl really means
1. saltines anyone?

thank you. you've been great. goodnight cleveland.


enjoy MERRIAM-WEBSTER

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

The Village


while reading the book PRACTITIONERS: Voices from within the Emerging Church this weekend, I was spurred on to view M. Night Shaymalan's The Village. On Easter night, we watched it. I know that a lot of people did not like the movie, I, for one, was not one of them. I enjoyed it. It is not a supsence movie, nor would I say a 'thriller' either. as someone from IMDB said regarding the film: "Brilliantly nuanced, subtle, smart, and expertly played..."




my reaction after viewing THE VILLAGE
What comes to mind?
What or where is my village?
To me, the Village is SAFETY, INNOCENCE, THE WAY THINGS USED TO BE, with HIDDEN SECRETS not forgotten, but ignored.
The Village is avoiding reality. avoiding a "sinful world", thus avoiding the chances to be salt & light.
The Village is taking the easy way out - for the sake of genuine thought that life is supposed to be lived that way.
in the village those with eyes cower in fear and those who have not fear not. The blind see and do and dream and colorize that which is gray.

"how the blind risk, how the blind see love,
how they live beyond fear, and reach
out their hands to succumb to trust..."*

those of us with eyes - are we not seeing? do we not trust?
we stay confined to our village of safety at what gain? at what cost?
We think and feel we are genuinely doing what is right.
no harm in that. but are we missing a kaleidoscope of opportunity?

in Mark 8:22-26 Jesus heals a blind man...

They came to Bethsaida, and some people brought a blind man and begged Jesus to touch him. He took the blind man by the hand and led him outside the village. When he had spit on the man's eyes and put his hands on him, Jesus asked, "Do you see anything?"
He looked up and said, "I see people; they look like trees walking around."
Once more Jesus put his hands on the man's eyes. Then his eyes were opened, his sight was restored, and he saw everything clearly. Jesus sent him home, saying, "Don't go into the village"

Jesus took the man outside of the village. Why?
He asekd "do you see anything?" ANYTHING? a blind man - his sight now restored - what does he see? PEOPLE!
then there is us... the ones with sight.. what do we see? are our eyes and minds numb to that which is around us? PEOPLE! we walk in shopping malls and on sidewalks and we look away or down at the ground. We do not see anything. because seeing makes us uncomfortable.

Jesus took the blind man outside of the sounds and smells of his village... his familiarity... his saftey (even in his blindness). maybe the heartbeat of God and the love of God can only truly be seen when we are outside of our safety zone... a zone that is all too familiar. all to comfortable. so comfortable that our eyes do not see anything at all.

The blind take risks because they have nothing to lose... they are already blind... what will we do? the blind have true faith... and know what it means to trust.
God, may there be a lesson in this for us... for me... for everyone.



*Greg Russinger from the book Practitioners

Thursday, April 13, 2006

a day is like a thousand pictures

april 10th, 2006. photography. finding images. being creative.













































































































Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Thinking Back

ELBOW - scattered black & whites

Been climbing trees I've skinned my knees
My hands are black the sun is going down
She scruffs my hair in the kitchen steam
She's listening to the dream I weaved today
Crosswords through the bathroom door
While someone sings the theme-tune to the news
And my sister buzzes through the room leaving perfume in the air
And that's what triggered this.
I come back here from time to time
I shelter here some days.

A high-back chair. He sits and stares
A thousand yards and whistles
Marching-band (Boom-ching)
Kneeling by and speaking up
He reaches out and I take a
Massive hand. Disjointed tales
That flit between short trousers
And a full dress uniform
And he talks of people ten years
Gone like I've known them all my life
Like scattered black 'n' whites….

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

1966


i wasn't born yet in 1966. i imagine life was simple then. i imagine it was much the same as today only without portable phones and iPods.

i imagine that teenagers rebeled. they probably chewed lots of gum.

i imagine that there were nerds and dorks and lots of people probably wore glasses with thick black rims. what a wonder contacts are to the world of today.

there were probably a lot more convertable cars. i don't know why, but it seems like a lot of old cars were convertables.

i imagine gasoline was cheap. and Coke came in a bottle. life was probably a lot cooler becuase life was retro before it knew it was retro.

WICR, 88.7, the school radio station of the University of Indianapolis probably played Elvis and the Beatles & Simon & Garfunkel & Bob Dylan. or maybe they played Jazz like they do today.

life was filled with adventure, i am sure. drag racing or toga parties or performing science experiments that would change history were probably the norm.

hamburgers no doubt tasted better. i mean they were new. pizza was probably better too. mom and pop diners ruled while chain restaraunts were relatively new. milkshakes were most definately served with the big metal tin next to the glass.

life was better because hind sight is 20/20. and even though i wasn't there i wish i was. for no other reason than to be around, living in a different culture - to experience what it was like to hear the sounds of rock and roll first. to eat and smell a hamburger on the grill first. to ride with the top down on my way to school, with my pants pegged and my hair greased back.


o.k. so i may be mixing decades but it doesn't matter. i wasn;t there so what do i know?

life was simpler - but if i were there i am sure i would believe it to be complex and cumbersome.

1966. a year. 4 score in the past. maybe truth was more defined then. maybe glasses were better because they were thicker. maybe radio was better because it was AM. and maybe life in Texas was better because AM radio sounds better in Texas.

1966. years removed from JFK's assasination... years away from MLK's. life happened before their eyes... everything was new. what would i give to live in a lifetime like that.








Wednesday, April 05, 2006

01.02.03.04.05.06

last nite @ exactly 2 minutes and 3 seconds after 1am on april 5th, of '06 i was watching Conan O'Brien.

what were you doing when the clock struck 01:02:03 on 04.05.06?

this afternoon at 1:02:03pm - i plan on eating lunch while watching Stump the Schwab on ESPN Classic.

Thursday, March 30, 2006

a SONG and a THOUGHT that changed the world [the 8 minutes and 43 second devotional]

I challenge you today to listen to the song below and read the links posted. it'll be 8 minutes you wont regret...

song of the day:
EXPLOSIONS IN THE SKY - Six Days at the Bottom of the Ocean [LISTEN]

listen to the song while reading the following:
[ARRESTED]
[QUESTIONED]
[CONCLUSIONS]
[SENTENCING]


thoughts?



enjoy SACRIFICE.

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

THE TEN: revalations

10. the iPod is the greatest invention known to man. o.k. it's not the greatest, but it sure is obsessive. the only downfall to iPod is that mine isn't big enough. i have the 20 gig U2 iPod Special Edition but 20 gigs is not enough room for all of the music i want to put on it.
9. the DVR is the second greatest invention, thus far.
8. nothing can bring more joy to a dad that the smile of his children.
7. i almost constantly have music playing while i work.
6. Google, Wikipedia and Merriam-Webster are the web-sites i use most for doing research. Blingo is another cool search engine that supposedly awards prizes to searchers. oh, i almost forgot - IMDB is great for searching to find out who played who in any given movie or tv show.
5. Alternative worship in the local church is a must for the 21st century. The church needs to be shaken up a bit - revitalized... refreshed... energized... and enlightened to alternative means of worshipping God and alternative measures of bringing people closer to God through worship.
4. Napoleon Dynamite is not the greatest or funniest movie ever - but every time i see that it's on HBO - i can't help but watch.
3. if i had more time in a day i would probably like to spend it reading a book. i don't read many books, but i have set that as a goal for this year. if i had more time then i would have no excuse. by the way - i am 3/4ths of the way through Friday Night Lights.
2. my wife is hot. i think she gets more beautiful with each passing day. i am continually amazed at how lucky i am to have her. i mean my wife is hot and that is awesome!
1. there is nothing better than seeing another person begin anew a relationship with Jesus. last night - at our church revival services this 75 year old man came up and accepted Christ into his heart. it was so cool to see this elderly gentleman take that step of faith. it's never too late. Jesus remains the bridge for man from death to life. all one has to do is this:
  • A. Admit that you are a sinner in need of God.

    B. Believe that Jesus Christ died and rose again for your sins.

    C. Confess Jesus Christ as Lord of your life.



yeah - it might be a little cheesy that i got all Jesus-y on my blog - but you know what - it needs to be said.



word. Jesus is way cool.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

innocence mission


















The Innocence Mission.
music that is nothing short of a beautiful. melodic. peaceful. work of art.

listen to the Lakes of Canada
listen to Today

even the images of their album covers are stirring.

Karen Peris' vocals bring out a childlike innocence... a childlike simplicity that is gift to be given
.


“The hauntingly beautiful voice of Karen Peris is as spectacular as ever.”

TAKE TIME TO LISTEN.


























of randomness and basketball et all [b]pt. deux[/b]


who was George Mason and why should i care? the author of the Bill of Rights? sure. but more importanly, Patriot George Mason is the name of the University that made it to the Final Four by defeating powerhouse Connecticut on Sunday afternoon. you may not think much of such a victory for the Patriots of GMU - but I assure you that this collosal victory is the greatest upset in the history of the NCAA basketball tournament: the best colligiate sporting event and second best overall sporting event in the world (sorry, the Super Bowl reigns supreme.) You can't help but root for the underdog all throughout this event. screw your brackets (i'm tied for last place, by the way - my wife is in first). brackets don't compare to the pure joy of watching a mid-major defeat a dominant team from a dominant conference. as you can see, my final four predictions were not exactly correct... it's probably the first time ever that i didn't predict at least one final four team - but ask me if i care. the answer is no.

in other news: my friend Brian finally got hitched this past weekend. it was good to be there for him and his new wife Heather... also good to see friends Allan, Fritz & Shawn and their wives.

i've been hard at work editing a video called 40 HOURS.

Jen and i have been watching this new show on HBO called Big Love - about a polygimous mormon and his three wives. why we watch? i don't know - but it is compelling and his 2nd wife Nicki - played by Chloë Sevigny is a very difficult character to like. i really find myself not only detesting the character but the actress also. sorry Chloë. nothing personal.


i ate a lot of pizza this weekend.


i have nothing else to share at this time.

you've been great. Enjoy The Innocence Mission.

Thursday, March 23, 2006

THE TEN: little known facts

inspired by Robert

10. their have been three different versions of Sprite Remix. Tropical, Berry Clear & Aruba Jam. all three have since been discontinued with no explanation.

9. The Super Bowl got it's name when the daughter of Kansas City Chiefs owner Lamar Hunt was playing with a 'super ball' - thus inspring the name. the first 'Super Bowl' to use Super Bowl in it's title was Super Bowl III.

8. Brian Wilson was obsessed with creating the 'new sound' and viewed The Beach Boys 'Pet Sounds' as a response to the Beatles 'Rubber Soul'. the never released Beach Boys album 'Smile' was the new sound. the project was shelved by Wilson after the trouble 'selling' Smile to bandmates and their record label and after The Beatles released Sgt. Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band - realizing that the Beatles has trumped his ideas.

7. Coca Cola was originally green.

6. Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king from history.
Spades - King David, Clubs - Alexander the Great,
Hearts - Charlemagne, and Diamonds - Julius Caesar.

5. If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs
in the air, the person died in battle; if the horse has one front
leg in the air, the person died as a result of wounds received in
battle; if the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes.

4. Johnny Cash wrote the song Walk the Line to his first wife - as a means of saying he would be true to her while on the road. Ironnically - the movie Walk the Line is largely about Cash and June Carter's deep connection leading up to their marriage.

3. Nutmeg is extremely poisonous if injected intravenously.

2. Jack Bauer is immortal.

1. In Scotland, a new game was invented. It was entitled Gentlemen Only Ladies Forbidden.... and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language.



bonus: It is impossible to lick your elbow. go ahead and try!


enjoy more little known facts.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

THE TEN: questions

10. should i wear a tie to the wedding on saturday? (it's not my wedding, by the way)
9. what's for lunch?
8. Can a mouse get inside one's vehicle through the engine or air conditioning or what not?
7. is it possible to be addicted to a television show? say, Seinfeld, perhaps?
6. Is Ryan Seacrest a dork or what?
5. do libraries take themselves to seriously?
4. why do we park on a drive way and drive on a parkway?
3. deal or no deal?
2. is the letter 'W' the only letter that if spelled out wouldn't start with the very letter for which it is?
1. are 21st century Americans capable of talking about anything save the price of gas?

you've been great.

enjoy SMILE.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

FANTASTIC DISTRACTION UPDATE.















a new day is upon us.



i updated my blog. you likey?


tell me.




by the way: in case you wondered... how i got the name for this here blog...


i borrowed it from an
old Dime Store Prophets album title.





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THE TEN: spring observations

I want to start a column that I hope will appear regularly on my blog... It'll be a series of TOP TEN lists and what not... I like lists and I want to share them with you. Oh yeah... These lists may be very random and often times pointless.

THE TEN: spring observations
10. Spring in Ohio circa 2006 looks just like winter in Ohio circa 2006.
9. It hasn't stopped snowing, nor has it started... Most of our snow came in the Fall.
8. It's spring. Can we stop talking about Iraq yet?
7. I'm in last place in my NCAA tournament pool. My wife is in first.
6. I should probably set some goals for the spring.
5. goal #1: no more visits to StatCare or the ER or the doctors office until November for me and my family. In the past three months the following has happened:
  • StatCare visits: 3 (Micah & Addison - ear infection/congestion; jen - tonsillitis; Tim: allergies)
  • Doctors visits: 4 (Micah had another ear infection, Addison had bronchitis [2 visits], Tim got treated for allergies)
  • ER visits: 1 (Addison had to get an x-ray of her chest - they thought it was pneumonia)
4. Rekindling my hobbies is a must this spring. I really need to edit more video with my new Sony Vegas Video Platinum Edition video editing software. We have almost 40 hours of video that has been shot of our family and the kids since DEC. of 2001. I need to edit together some of it ASAP!
3. It's time to get in shape. I need to start going on walks, doing push ups and/or sit ups.
2. Relaxation and spring should go hand in hand.
1. Spring is a sign of new life. New life is a blessing. It's time that I start to cherish my life and all that God has blessed me with. Having fun is not an option, it is a must.

you've been great. Enjoy Veer.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

of randomness and basketball et all

1. "lately i've had the strangest feeling." that Melissa McGhee has no right to sing Stevie Wonder... adios American Idol contestant #12... yeah, i watch Idol. so do you. don't hide it. it's an addiction... like nicotine... and we all wish we could filter out Paula & Ryan but we are stuck on the hard stuff... so i (we) embrace it all. Idol will consume our hearts and minds until the end of May.


2. last night Martha Stewart was on Conan... she was teaching him to cook traditional Irish foods for St. Patrick's Day. now, my wife is watching Martha's daytime show. Martha is showing her how to cookl french fries. now she wants THIS. i do love french fries. possibly my favorite food. homemade french fries. they are yummy.

3. a friend once told me that her mom told her that one should enjoy a tasty hamburger at least once a week. i like that rule. nothing goes better with a burger than some tasty fries. much like Pit from Pulp Fiction "I do enjoy a tasty burger."

PULP FICTION = THE GREATEST DIOLOGUE OF ANY MOVIE EVER... THUS FAR. take time to enjoy the goodness.

Sam L. Jackson: Hamburgers! The cornerstone of any nutritious breakfast.


4. love and basketball. that was a movie that i didn't see and probably will never see, but i do have much love for basketball come march. the Madness begins today at 12:10pm. the next three weeks, my life will be consumed by basketball and by editing this video called 40 HOURS that i am making with my youth... so who do you have in your brackets?

my FINAL 4: Duke. Kansas. Boston College. UConn.

it's tough this year, though... the entire tournament is wide open. this will make it fun to watch.

5. eMusic is wonderful. i found some good stuff on there - like some old Violet Burning and The Appleseed Cast as well as The Lassie Foundation. Tuesday night, I finally spent my $25 iTunes gift card that i had gotten for christmas. i ended up buying...










i'm not sure why i bougth this album. good stuff... not the greatest but there are some really good, 5 star songs on it.

the othe album i bought...










The American Analog Set...

i really like these guys... it's like mellow gold. it's rich and pure.
On their sixth full-length, SET FREE, Texas band American Analog Set doesn't deviate much from their usual shimmering, understated indie pop. But that is not to say that the album isn't full of aural delights. Simple song structures are offset by breezy, clicking rhythms and floating, ethereal guitar lines, while singer Andrew Kenny croons in an intimate whisper. Droning fuzz tones, cool vibraphone, and the production touches of studio hand Chris Michaels make this a familiar yet totally satisfying outing for the AAS.

6. my mom got an iPod. what is up with that. now she is cooler than me except that her ancient computer has less gigs than her 30 gig iPod. i am jeleous of my mom.

7. enjoy Odessa, Texas. i am. my goal of reading one book in 2006 is halfway completed.




8. post script: I HATE MICE. saw one in the garage... how long until he makes it into our home?



i now i have typos... so what./... it's not as though i claim to be a rocket scientist. although i am sure that there are some rocket scientists who don't spell well. so chew on that my peeps.


OUT.

Thursday, March 09, 2006

christ and donuts / pope gets iPod




















the Pope got an iPod and Christ died for our donuts.

DONUTS
IPODS
JESUS

what more can a man want?

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

find a random picture: Art Sameul

this is a picture of Art Samuel.

i found it here.

i think he is some sort of computer science professor at Stanford. Art is an inspiration to us all. his work in the computer science field is unmatched, as far as i know. three cheers for Art Samuel.

it is not known if Art Sameul has recieved any sort of award for his merit, but i did find this.



i'd like to believe that there is a little bit of Art Samuel in all of us. thank you Art.







CHALLENGE:
find a random picture and post it on your blog and get back to me.



chewy sunday

i like Peanut Butter and Chocolate Chunk Chewy Granola bars.

i just ate one while listening to The Sundays (Can't Be Sure).

why did they have to break up?

aint got nuthin... got nuthin to say

i don't really have words right now.

nothing is comming to mind.

update is not in my vernacular right now.

vernacular probably isn't the right word.

vocabulary. yeah. that's the word.

enjoy Vivaldi.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

how cool is my wife?

so yest. was Valentine's Day. yeah - i hate the fact that Hallmark has the market on this baby, but none the less, that didn't ruin it for me. no. my wife made it so very special.

she did a number of things for me - as we had made a rule this year not to spend money on gifts for each other - but the challenge was to be creative with our gift.

so when i came home for lunch - jen had done a lot of cleaning and had the kids all dressed nice as well as herself. she wouldn't let me get in the fridge though. i thought nothing of it... as a matter of fact, i was a bit slow and didn't even realize that she was trying to keep me out of the fridge. so a few minutes later i spoiled her first surprise. (sorry hon!) the ingedients for my favorite cookies were in the fridge and she didn't want me to see.

when i came home from work, she had made the cookies. you'll have to ask her about how she made them. Micah helped put the sprinkles on, which was very nice. also, she helped Micah make me a valentine's day card.

i went in and relaxed while watching Around the Horn. Jen was working on her computer. she asked me how to burn a CD through iTunes... and i asked her whatfor and then asked if she was making this for one of her friends, Sara. She said 'um, Yes.' again, i was a bit slow and didn't figure it out.

well about 30 min. later, she gave me a gift (or actually a few gifts). she had made me a mix CD... only it wouldn't all fit on one CD so it is a 2 CD mix. if anybody knows me, they would know how special that is to me. i was like 'flippin' sweet!' she made a CD cover and everything. she had also printed off a few pics - one was framed so that i could take it to the office.

then, she made a wonderful dinner. the BBQ ribs were awesome and the baked potatoes were good too.

i have a very special wife and love and adore her. what a wonderful day it was.

fudge fudge call the judge

i feel like i haven't slept in days. i'm so sick and tired of this feeling inside.

it's 1 part exaustion 2 parts sleepy. funny thing is, it's not like i'm so extremely busy and that is what is causing it... it's mainly because i have a hard time going to bed early.

one night it's staying up late watching a movie. another night i'm up late downloading music from iTunes or eMusic.

what the wtf.

i'd love to take some time off to 'catch up' but i can't... don't have time... work to be done... but i can't consentrate because i am exhausted... i thought i got a good amount of sleep last night, btw. went to bed @ 12:30ish... alarm went off at 7... rolled out @ 7:30ish.






oh, and my thumb hurts because i don't type correctly... mrs. rodgers won't be proud of me... she taught me better but i was too busy playing Where in the USA is Carmen Sandiego.

say it aint so.

is it splitsville for TomKat?
i didn't see that one coming.

when the split happens, and you know it will, i think Ashton Kutcher is going to come out and tell all of America that we've been Punk'd!

Thursday, February 09, 2006

bottled water

i guess buying and drinking bottled water is bad. oops. that is one thing my family is addicted to. we go the cheap route, though. a flat of 32 bottles of water can be purchased @ Sam;s Club for about $3.50. we might go through 2 flats a month. so we spend $7 a month and $84 a year on bottled water.

why do i drink bottled water?
  • it's handy.
  • Louisville water is filled with lime (and i'm not talking the fruit)
  • it can be taken on the go.
  • did i mention that it's handy?
  • it has a cap so it can't be spilled.
well, i feel little guilt for drinking bottled water... at least i recycle. that is something i am quite proud of... we recycle so take that.

my super bowl t shirt

my wife is cool. she went to 5 or 6 different stores yesturday looking for the official Super Bowl Champion t-shirt.

she is awesome.


i watched my final post-Super Bowl show last night... Inside the NFL on HBO... they did a great job explaining the penalties and why they were called. over all i taped 12 hours of Super Bowl programming relating to the Steelers. before that, i taped probably another 12 hours of Super Bowl related programming (mostly highlighting the past 40 years of the Super Bowl.)

I am a Super Bowl freak.

post Super Bowl thoughts...

well i rewatched the game on TUESDAY night. let me just say this: all of you Seattle fans and Steeler haters lay off the whole 'we got screwed by the officials' crap. would you like some cheese with your whine? and Mike Holmgren - lots of class there - saying 'we knew we were gonna have to take on teh Steelers - we didn't know we were gonna have to take on the guys in stripes, too.'... oh and even more class here Mike - were was your post game hand shake? i used to think you were a respectible coach... not anymore.

i watched Inside the NFL last night and they explained why some of the penalties were called... turns out the refs got it right... the only big questionable call was when Hasslebeck got flagged for an illegal block after he threw that INT.

Darrell Jackson extended his arm in his 'push off'. even though it was weak... he was right in front of the official when he did it... you can push off with your legs , hips or forearm, just not your hand or an exteneded arm.

oh, and nobody is talking about this but Seattle got lucky on two calls that should have been ruled fumbles but were ruled incomplete (one was J. Stevens, who took three steps and turned after catching a ball before dropping it; another was TE Ryan Hannom... he took two steps and made a 'football move' and then dropped it... it was also called an incomplete pass.)

anyway - it feels great to see my team win the big game... next it has to be the Cleveland Indians. Go Tribe!

Monday, February 06, 2006

SUPER BOWL XL in Pictures








































































































































SUPER BOWL XL GAME CENTER

NFL.com wire reports

DETROIT (Feb. 5, 2006) -- Paint this Super Bowl black and gold. With a whole lot of satisfaction for Jerome Bettis, Bill Cowher and his Pittsburgh Steelers.

The final Bus stop featured a little trickery starring MVP Hines Ward, a bunch of help from the Seattle Seahawks and a huge boost from the Terrible Towels, a handful of football fortune that added up to "One for the Thumb."

The Steelers' 21-10 victory in the Super Bowl was their record-tying fifth, but the first since 1980 and the first ever for Bettis and Cowher.

"It's been an incredible ride," Bettis said.

Moments after the Rolling Stones rocked a Ford Field that could easily have been Heinz Field -- or Hines' field -- Willie Parker broke a record 75-yard touchdown run. The Steelers earned that elusive ring and completed a magic Bus ride that made Bettis' homecoming -- and farewell -- a success.

"I'm a champion. I think the Bus' last stop is here in Detroit," Bettis said. "It's official, like the referee whistle."

On this night, satisfaction was more than Mick Jagger's signature song that closed the halftime show.




It was sweet validation for Cowher with a title in his 14th season as their coach, the longest tenure in the NFL. The tough guy, who lost his only previous Super Bowl 10 years ago to Dallas, teared up as he walked to midfield to embrace Seahawks coach Mike Holmgren.

"A lot of people tell you you can't do it, but you know what, it doesn't mean you don't go out and try," Cowher said. "History was not going to determine our fate. Our effort today decided this game and that's what's great.

"It's surreal. I'm going to tell you, this is a special group of coaches, a special group of players. I was one small part of this."

Pittsburgh tied San Francisco and Dallas with its five Super Bowl titles.

After multiple AFC title game appearances and a Super Bowl loss, Bill Cowher has his trophy.
After multiple AFC title game appearances and a Super Bowl loss, Bill Cowher has his trophy.
Perhaps the most special moment for Cowher came when he presented the Vince Lombardi Trophy to 73-year-old owner Dan Rooney.

"I've been waiting a long time to do this," Cowher said. "This is yours, man."

The Steelers certainly got plenty of help from the Seahawks. Seattle was plagued by penalties, drops, poor clock management and a critical fourth-quarter interception of Matt Hasselbeck just when the NFC champions seemed ready to take the lead.

Instead, Pittsburgh (15-5) got the clinching score with the kind of trickery that has carried it through an eight-game winning streak.

Versatile wideout Antwaan Randle El, a quarterback in college, took a handoff from Parker, sprinted right and threw perfectly to Ward for a 43-yard TD with 9:04 remaining. It was the first Super Bowl touchdown pass by a receiver.

Bettis, with 43 yards on 14 carries, had a minimal role in what was the final game for the NFL's No. 5 career rusher.

So did quarterback Ben Roethlisberger. The most noteworthy play for the youngest quarterback to win a Super Bowl was a horrid pass that Kelly Herndon of the Seahawks (15-4) returned a record 76 yards.

That set up the Seahawks' only touchdown, a 16-yard pass to Jerramy Stevens -- Joey Porter, his verbal sparring partner all week, was nowhere in sight. Neither was All-Pro safety Troy Polamalu.

But with Parker's burst and Seattle's self-destructive tendencies, the Steelers completed their postseason march through the NFL's top four teams: Cincinnati, Indianapolis, Denver and Seattle, with all the wins coming away from Heinz Field.

"I could've had an even better day," said Ward, who had five receptions for 123 yards and the touchdown.

Seattle, looking nothing like a team that rampaged through its conference, damaged itself all day. It had four penalties for 40 yards in the opening half, one that nullified a touchdown pass.

Game MVP Hines Ward finished with five catches for 123 yards and the final TD.
Game MVP Hines Ward finished with five catches for 123 yards and the final TD.
The second half wasn't much better, and Ike Taylor's 24-yard return with Hasselbeck's poor throw gave Pittsburgh the one last opportunity it needed.

"This is a tough pill to swallow," Holmgren said, "but we accomplished a lot this year. While you don't have a great feeling after a game like this, I want them to remember this feeling, so they can build on it."

The 23-year-old Roethlisberger achieved it more with his legs than his arm. He dived into the end zone from the 1 late in the first half, barely reaching the goal line -- if at all -- according to a replay, and converted enough second-half first downs to wind down the clock.

Usually, that is Bettis' job. But this day, he was just along for his final ride.

What a journey it has been.

The Steelers were 7-5, then won their final four regular-season games to secure the AFC's last playoff spot. They went to Cincinnati and won a wild-card game. They won at Indianapolis, which had the league's best record. And then they handed Denver its first home loss in the AFC Championship Game.

And now they have their "One for the Thumb" -- the first four came in their Steel Curtain days, won by the likes of Mean Joe Greene, Terry Bradshaw and Franco Harris.

Early on, the noise seemed to unnerve the Steelers, who had two motion penalties on their first offensive series. Of course, none of their active players ever played in a Super Bowl.

Seattle forced another three-and-out on Pittsburgh's next possession, keeping Bettis on the sideline, then took the lead.

Josh Brown made a 47-yard field goal with 22 seconds left in the first quarter after the Seahawks lost a touchdown on Darrell Jackson's pass interference in the end zone. Jackson still had 50 yards on five receptions in the quarter.

Bettis made his Super Bowl debut 2:47 into the second quarter with the Pittsburgh offense in dire need of a boost. The Steelers got it, but from an 8-yard completion to Randle El for their initial first down -- 19 minutes into the game.

Ward followed with an 18-yard run on an end-around, but Roethlisberger's ill-advised lob on the next play was picked off by safety Michael Boulware at the Seattle 25.

With Seattle's other safety, Marquand Manuel, sidelined in the second quarter with a right ankle injury, Roethlisberger began finding open receivers. Ward gained 12 yards, Cedrick Wilson got 20 and, moments after Ward dropped a pass in the corner of the end zone, he outwrestled Boulware for a 37-yard completion.

The Bus couldn't roll in on two tries, then the 6-foot-5 Roethlisberger dived left and barely squeezed the ball over the goal line. A replay review upheld the touchdown with 1:55 remaining in the half.

Perhaps unnerved themselves by the ruling, the Seahawks squandered much of that time before Brown missed a 54-yard field goal wide right. Holmgren argued as he walked off the field that the ball never crossed the goal line, but referee Bill Leavy told him it did.

Seattle also could bemoan a holding call on Peter Warrick 's 32-yard punt return to open the second quarter, and a goal-line completion to Jackson on which he barely was out of bounds.

It didn't get a lot better in the second half for Seattle, and Holmgren failed to become the first coach to win Super Bowls with two franchises. In 1997, his Green Bay Packers beat New England.

But his Seahawks didn't give themselves much of a chance. By the end, the crowd was singing "Here We Go Steelers, Here We Go."

Who knows, maybe Jagger was singing along.